Being stripped of everything is a painful process. Something I really wish just happened once and then it'd be done.

I am the clay, you are the potter. Let my mind and hands just rest.

Summer has finally arrived, and while my body feels kind of at rest in the midst of it, there is also much chaos going around me. I am at that crossroad again. Do I continue straight, or take a left or a right? I'm waiting for the voice to say, "this is the way, now walk." I haven't quite yet.

Perhaps this just means I should wait.

I'm kinda over this whole waiting thing. But I know it is the way that God instructs us.

The same way we wait for something to be given to us, I feel like that is what I am doing. Just waiting. While I wait, He is creating something far beyond my imagination. My eyes and heart probably cannot even fathom what He has in store. Take my vision, God. The moment my own eyes get in the way is the moment I begin to focus and live off my own strength.

Which is not what He desires for us to begin with.

I want a new Bible, ps.

Umm... so, yeah. My school year has come to a close.

It boils down to New Hampshire or Asia. Both incredible opportunities.

God, what is your will? I really just want to do that.